I am just realizing that my husband is a sociopath. I’ve been disgared and I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest! I come to work but I do nothing! The pain is overwhelming and no one understands. If not for my son, I don’t know that I could continue. I want the pain to stop, I want to forget that the man I loved so much, never loved me! I am so lost and doing my best to hold it together. Even the fear of losing me job doesn’t snap me out of this. Therapy once a week only helps for a day. I don’t know what to do! I am all alone and miss my husband so much. I would give anything for a hug or to feel or smell him!